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Dear Diary, People may laugh at me. Tell me no. Shout at me. Push me aside. I get it not everyone is going to like you. Not everyone is going to support you. Yes it will hurt and it’s okay to accept that pain because it’s what makes you want to fight more, however, it…

Scared To Be Lonely

Dear Diary, There are billions of people on this planet and it’s still shocking that we can find ourselves feeling lonely or even becoming lonely. People can blame the internet but the only difference people are interacting on a device. The people are still there but how much are they aware that we need more…

Breathing Under Water

Dear Diary, There is a lot of things that will hold you down. A load that keeps on pilling up. You may feel like you’re drowning, wondering whether or not you’d be able to make it to the surface. To other people it may not seem necessary to get emotional but we are all different…

Hurts

Dear Diary, When someone tells you that they don’t want to say something that they will regret. They’re probably going to regret it but if you have something to say just say it. I may say that it won’t hurt but it will. If you’ve been feeling this way the whole time saying something sooner…

I’ll Be Seeing You – Billie Holiday

Dear Diary, I mentioned how a song can just take you back to a memory of the people that have passed through our lives or still those that still remain in our life. There are also the places. Where we laughed until our stomachs hurt, smiled until our cheeks hurt and had fun until the…

Close – Nick Jonas

Dear Diary, Getting close to someone can be scary. It means you’re taking your walls down and allowing yourself to be vulnerable. There are many things that can happen in our life that makes us guarded. Before you take that step you can become more withdrawn. You get nervous. Will exposing yourself be used against…

Lean On Me

Dear Diary, There are many things that I admire. One, in particular, is when you have people supporting you. As scary as the world can seem especially these days. It’s proven that we can really come together and be there for each other. Despite how many people roam this earth it is easy for someone…

Quote of the Day – Emilia Clarke

If you spend too much time wondering what you’re going to fee like in year five, you’re not going to feel anything in year one. -Emilia Clarke –@AmaniVHenry #amanidiaries

Say You Won’t Let Go

Dear Diary, I’ve mentioned in the past about the things that we should let go. I didn’t really stress about the things that we shouldn’t let go. As difficult as it can be to let things go, it’s just as hard to hold on. There have been many times I’ve let things go because I…

September Song

Dear Diary, We all have that one or ten songs that we associate with different people. It’s either the song that brought us together or that song that emerged when we fell apart. It could even be both. I’ve literally got a song for every month. They either bring a stupid smile on your face…

All Time Low

Dear Diary, We have reached a low point in our lives some lower than others but it’s no competition. Not one I want to win anyway. When we are low we wonder if we’re ever going to get back up. Some pretend that everything is fine for particular people or because they’ve been told it’s…

This

Dear Diary, Do you know what can be annoying? Obviously, I’ll tell you. Trying to take that step of committing to do something you know that you are capable of doing. It gets me every time. I appreciate the people around you that say you know you can do it, look how far you’ve come….

West Coast

Dear Diary, When you miss someone it can become overwhelming. It may just hit you one day more than usual. That person or people were there and now they’re not. We are lucky to have those that are with us but thousands of miles away can still be difficult. Things happen and you just imagine…

Love Me Now

Dear Diary, I know I’ve been away for a while. I’ve been around but I’m back! Considering everything that’s been happening in this world lately I’m grateful. These events are only reminders that anything can happen, literally. Some things don’t make sense and others are just tragic circumstances that are out of our control. The…

Since U Been Gone

Dear Diary, It’s would be great if people could be honest with you the first time around. How do you really feel about me? What you really think of me? I’d rather someone tell me the truth and hurt my feelings. The lying and more lying and the dragging me along with something that you…

Stuck In The Middle With You

Dear Diary,  Do you know what can be difficult? Being stuck between two friends that used to get along. The pressure is on. Why? Simply because they will have a lot to say about each other. It becomes more difficult because you don’t really want to hear the negative comments. As you’re the one in the middle…

Trouble

Dear Diary, We are given choices. We are given opportunities to take the next step forward in our lives. We are also given a preview (#imagination). We may have a glimpse of the next person that may stick around in our life, but are they the right person? Let’s go through the different scenarios. Sometimes we…

Wonderful World

Dear Diary, You never know what is going on in the next room, the next house or the next person’s mind. When we make plans we expect them to go as planned. Unfortunately we already know that not everything does, although we don’t think that at the time. (You know positivity and all!) Something may…

It’s Time

Dear Diary, It’s difficult to find out who you are. I mean some people are still searching, or forever will be. All our experiences change us. Change will always happen. Although is the reason you change is to please or impress other people? Most of the time it is. Then you really don’t recognise your…

Hurt Me Tomorrow

Dear Diary, ‘This ain’t a good time, but when is it ever.’ Exactly there is never a good time to tell someone bad news. I wish we didn’t have to listen to it or experience it! Unfortunately we do. In many cases it can be seen as a burden and we are expecting the other shoe will…

Fight Song

Dear Diary, We seem to be told that we are entitled to our opinion. If that was the case then I would have been heard by now. So I just bit my tongue … not really that would hurt, I trapped my tongue behind my teeth.  Why speak when clearly no one wants to hear it. You feel like…

Send My Love To Your New Lover

Dear Diary, When do you say enough is enough? I’ve mentioned before about letting things or people go when all you ever do is try. It becomes an unnecessary headache. I’m tired of taking Ibuprofen, using cold napkins over my head or drinking so much water I need to run to the toilet every 5…

Quote of the Day – Michael Ealy

Hey, I know it’s Monday, but it’s also a new day, a new week and in that lies a new opportunity for something special to happen. -Michael Ealy

Don’t Let Me Down

Dear Diary, I mentioned before about getting stuck. It will forever be an ongoing thing. We all need someone whether we realise it or not. It can be someone you’ve known for years or even a few seconds. The person that I need is no longer here. I say their name and they can’t hear…

Sealights

Dear Diary, I stood under the stars this summer. Just staring, I know that they are pretty and fascinating but I was staring because I was stuck. There were moments where I found I forgotten who I was. There were moments that I felt parts of me wasn’t enough. There were moments I didn’t know…

Quote of the Day – Zoe Saldana

What doesn’t feel okay to me, what feels a little bit out of balance, is when you want to turn yourself into something else – when you want to be another person. -Zoe Saldana

Sorry

Unless you are overly polite sorry seems to be the hardest word. Elton John said it, Blue said it again, OneRepublic said it and Justin which clearly shows it can be said… eventually. Unless you’re Naya Rivera then I guess that can be included in the entry. Remember being in the playground and your teacher…

Changing

Dear Diary, It’s funny how you spend so much time or little time at all to make a decision thinking it was the right one and it turns out not to be. How do you get out of it? How can you say no? It may be a favour to someone. You keep on saying…

Quote of the Day – Kevin Mchale

‘Talk to me,’ it’s what you say to someone to let them know you’re there. Just three simple words. But saying them out loud could help save a life. -Kevin McHale

Talking To The Moon

Dear Diary, The moment before I go to sleep I reflect on everything I did in that day. I go into much deeper thought and think about everything. Every single night. The things I did and said. The things I want to do and want to say. I also think about the things that happened around…

Quote of the Day – Kat Dennings

I think it’s important for people to know that it’s okay to feel like you’re not better as long as you keep trying. -Kat Dennings

Thinking Out Loud

Dear Diary, There are thoughts I’ve been told to keep to myself. They may seem rude, inappropriate, or said at the wrong time. When is the right time? You can try and find it but them something may just happen that prevents you to. We all have thoughts and opinions, which shouldn’t surprise us when someone disagrees. Which is…

Try

Dear Diary, It’s easy to give up. Just quit and say no. Why should we push through something so hard and stress over it? The headaches and constant tiredness. The amount of effort. It’s too much. To be honest it’s not enough. When it comes to something we love or someone. We need to try….

Quote of the Day – Peter Dinklage

When I was younger, definitely, I let it get to me. As an adolescent, I was bitter and angry and I definitely put up these walls. But the older you get, you realize you just have to have a sense of humor. You just know that it’s not your problem. It’s theirs. -Peter Dinklage  …

Emotions

Dear Diary, Follow your heart but take your brain with you is a great quote/saying/somebody said, but is just following your heart all that bad? Emotions sure can cloud your judgement but in certain circumstances they allow you to say and do the things you never thought you would. I not just talkin about when…

Chances

Dear Diary, When you’re given a second chance it shouldn’t be taken for granted. We should definitely not forget what it is we’ve have done to even get that second chance in the first place. Second chances are not easy to give, depending on what it is although the stakes are still high. You are practically given…

Good Enough

Dear Diary, “YES YOU! Stop scrolling and read this. No it’s not a 140 character message but you have the capability of reading so do so. Thanks by the way…” That’s what I want to say when people skip my posts. Lol. We are living our daily lives and what are we living it for?…